Pen it down, they say, Speak up, but then who’s there to listen? Who’s there to listen and not judge? Not call me crazy or mad? Away you ugly thoughts, go torment those who are more deserving. My walls, they seem weak they crumble one stone after the other down they fall. Who’s there to…
a whisper
she was a teen in her early teens.Sense disappeared with chaos at home and scandals at school the noise too loud she hardly heard herself speak out for an evening stroll she went trying to ease her mind,listen to her own thoughts the night was quiet.the breeze gently whispered and stars did not shy from…
The past that won’t go away.
There it goes again, Like the night darkness, It cripples me and scares me, Often for no reason, Rarely for some, I thought i had burried it deep, Deep in an abyss, Where it couldn’t come out to play, Yet here it is, Once again tormenting and torturing me, Telling, showing me, “You will amout…
Impossible Love.
How do you turn a dark heart light, Make it see light and no longer darkness, Make it forget the harsh past, See the bright future? He was willing to give it his all, His whole life, His downs, His ups, He shared his joy and sadness, She wanted love so much more than him, …
TOO FAST, TOO MUCH.
I look at the oceans, How the waters rage, the noise they make, When the storms are too strong even for sailers, Then i wonder how fast they overwhelm. I look at my life and think, “Isn’t this a little too much to handle” The roller coaster never stops, Its a never ending cycle of…
THE WAY YOU ARE.
The world will never not have its opinion, She tried to bend down and be what it wanted, The her there ever was faded away, Her perfection was what the world wanted her to be, She never saw her for her, No matter how hard she tried there always was a fault, How could she…
I MISS YOU STILL.
Getting attached to things, people and animals is something I’m prone to, I never thought I’d love something that’s not me as much as i did you, You gave me a sense of responsibility You brought out the motherly instincts inside me, Losing you brought out a sadness i knew not, Winds or tornado, …
DISORGANIZED
She kept looking out the window Hoping this would be the day he came back The day when it all went back to normal She had not moved from that spot Ever since he left her Somehow something deep inside made her think that it was just a bad dream that would soon be…
PREDICAMENT.
She always knew he was a bad idea. He thought she was perfect, It was a mystery, It was confusion, It awss chaos , No one wanted to leave, Neither wanted to stay, It was a predicament, It was silent suffering, They didn’t know how to handle.
MONOTONY.
Every day she woke up, Took a shower, Made tea, Listened to her morning radio station for a word of encouragement, Kissed her babies goodbye and headed out, As she always did, She’d get to work, Do her required piece diligently, At the end of the day she’d be so tired yet so proud, She’d…
LETTING GO.
She still defines the stars as beautiful scars for the night sky, She prefers to see the beauty not the pain, It may be a scar but rather a beautiful scar, She wore Cinderella outfits, Made her look pretty and girly, Wore make up and felt in charge of er’thing, It was always about her,…